Wall of Sound

Wall of Sound. Acrylic and pastel on silk, 42 x 42 inches. © 2010 by Kathy CrabbeI'm painting on the last of the silk bolts as we speak. The bolts are left over from my silk painting days when I painted kimonos, wall hangings, scarves, ties and artwork using silk dyes and gutta on silk.

It's so dark outside today with the rain, it feels sooo un-Californian. Plus it's cold in here and gloomy. We are spoiled by the hot, dry sun and although I'm a native Southern Ontario girl at heart I do believe this Cali place has me hooked.

I sink into a wall of digital, electronic sound... Boards of Canada (but they aren't Canadian!).

Wall of Sound.Acrylic and pastel on silk, 42 x 42 inches. © 2010 by Kathy CrabbeThis painting is perfectly balanced, and I don't wanting to disturb it's perfect presence, to unbalance the contours, the forms, the lack of focus.

Ahhhh...the freedom of abstract painting, I can feel it in my bones. I'm seeing a link between my left hand drawing, becoming a psychic, learning to trust my intuition, desire for music without words and abstract painting. There is a deepening of everything.

Wall of Sound.Acrylic and pastel on silk, 42 x 42 inches. © 2010 by Kathy Crabbe

 

Everything is perfectly level, all planes are even. Why should I disrupt this space? What's missing? THE FEMALE FORM, emotion, pathos, misery, blood and guts and beauty in the wreckage, the lone female voice crying out. For that I need Tori (Amos)

"And I wondered when will I learn guess I was in Deeper than I thought I was if I have enough love for the both of us "just stay". From "Strange" by Tori Amos

I am fighting to say alive emotionally.

Musical Ambiance: Boards of Canada ~ "The Campfire Headphase", Air, Milosh, Tori Amos ~ "Scarlet's Walk"

November Print and Soul Reading Giveaway WINNER!

Congratulations to Chris (email: bychris2) - entry #13 of my Blog Giveaway!

Chris was randomly selected and will win this reproduction of one of my original silk paintings titled "Sunset for 2" inspired by my time in lovely Laguna Beach!

Chris also wins a 1 Question Soul Reading:

Stay tuned for this week's Giveaway: A Shamanic Journey/Karmic Mission Astrology Reading - a collaborative Reading/Giveaway featuring Shamanic Journeyer, Jura Lees and myself!