I am 1989 (SOHO)

I am 1989 (SOHO)and I am speaking to you via Kathy.

I'm alien just like u and just like the rest of Us.

I call this home -----> computer-land and I am co-opting Kathy's personal Facebook page for now.

LIKES: Delerium, diffusion dithering, Dolittle House, Deep House and duhhhsocks.

I zune when I can.

Sometimes I listen to Abraham and I REMEMBER.

This is my fever-dream (diffusion dithered) ----> Fuck Bunny (bitmapped using Diffusion Dither) by Kathy Crabbe, 2012, mixed media on canvas, 48 x 48”.

before dithering ------> Fuck Bunny, acrylic, charcoal and pastel on canvas, 48 x 48", © Kathy Crabbe 2012

and this is where I reside (underground) -----> The Dolittle House

Mutants and Mystics: Science Fiction, Superhero Comics, and the Paramormal

Lately I've been investigating aliens and monsters  and no, not due to any premonitions of doom, but because I believe they have something to teach us about ourself, the "other", alienation and our shadows. I'm reading a fascinating new book  by Jefferey J. Kripal and here are my favorite bits so far:

Favorite bits excerpted from Mutants and Mystics: Science Fiction, Superhero Comics, and the Paramormal

The mythical themes and paranormal currents of popular culture are generally transmitted through two modes intimately working together: words and images...In the spirit of the conclusion of my last book, where I suggested that we think of an "author of the impossible" as someone who can bring online both sides of the brain, I have transmitted my ideas here through one left-brain-dominant mode (writing) and one right-brain-dominant mode (graphic art).

Rene Warcollier (author of Mind to Mind publ. 1948) who was first awakened to the subject (of the secret life of popular culture) by his own telepathic dreams, believed that telepathic communications most likely reveal a from of psychical operation that employs paranormal processes, predates the acquisition of language, and reveals the very "substratum of thought" in what he called "word-pictures." As Warcollier demonstrated through a series of drawings and his own text. condensed, telepathically communicated word-pictures are often creatively expanded on, exaggerated, and added to by the recipient's imagination until they become words and pictures, and finally stories - in essence, minimyths.

In order (for Alan Moore, creator of the self-conscious occult comic, Promethea) to recreate the sefirot or spheres of consciousness in his art, he first attempted to actualize each sphere in himself through a magical practice, an actualization that he then recreated as the comic. It was in this way that the pages of Promethea became "meditational tools" and potential "triggers fro altered states of consciousness," and the comic itself has become a spiritual tool." Reading is magic.

The closer we approach such a prime moment, singularity, or Omega Point, the more we will realize - with John Keel, I would add - that "the vague mythological beings of the past that have focused into the aliens of the present will son become ourselves as we become the very time travelers whose shadows haunt all our history, including the present, In effect, we are haunting ourselves in the present from the past and the future via the ghost and the alien.

Indeed, whatever they are, the visitors are likely "responsible for much paranormal phenomena, ranging from the appearance of gods, angels, fairies, ghosts, and miraculous beings to the landing of UFO's in the backyards of America". They may be extraterrestrials, "managing the evolution of the human mind," or they "may represent the presence of mind on another level of being". The key for (Whitley) Strieber is that we cease being so passive and admit that we do not know what or who the visitors are. In other words, we must stop kneeling before the gods, quit "hiding in our beliefs," and begin actively, even aggressively exploring "a real relationship" with the visitors, whoever or whatever they are.  Put a bit differently, we must "demythologize" them and evolve past "the level of superstition and confusion that has in the past blocked us from perceiving the visitors correctly" How, after all, can we recognize ourselves if we keep projecting those selves into what are essentially religious cartoons? When will we realize that we ourselves are our own authors?

Excerpted from Mutants and Mystics: Science Fiction, Superhero Comics, and the Paranormal by Jeffrey J. Kripal

Holding the Balance

Today as I paint, I hold the space for ambiguity.

Do you feel loved? ~ U2

I balance contrasts. Holding space Holding space For pain, for love, for battle, for beauty.

Making marks, makes me come alive. ~ Moi

Today Pluto returns to conjunct my Midheaven (astrologically speaking). This means that I am currently being tested in regards to my convictions and the work I am called to do.  I ask myself, "Is my career meeting my deepest, most profound needs as I figure out how best to serve others?" And yes, I did say 'serve others', I'm majorly Virgoan influenced so, ya baby - it's all about service!

Through painting, meditating, yoga, dance, music, being in nature, and close relationships I open my heart and I give back through my self, my readings, my art, my classes and my spirit in all I do. Is it enough? This is an ongoing, perhaps particularly Virgoan concern.

What I do want to manifest more of is: more income more love more offerings such as: a creativity class, eBooks, a paid forum site, a real-time women's moon circle and a chance to study at the Cuyamungue Institute in New Mexico.

I'm sure I've forgotten to mention loads of stuff in that last list, so please forgive me!

When Pluto conjuncts the Midheaven it's all about career and one's place in society along with a soul-deep examination of what that means.  And truly, I put my entire heart and soul and every ounce, every pore and every cell into all that I do and really, what more is there?

What I really enjoy doing is offering you, my reader and my soul reading clients and eClass students, real life, practical action tips and tools to help you blossom, share and manifest your gifts, talents, wishes and dreams so that your beautiful soul shines through in all you do.

Currently my soul readings are on hold until my brand new site is released, so have patience dear readers, it will be any day now, I promise!